6/13/25

"She, who was once everything—my steadfast companion, my deepest confidante, the very horizon of my world, my "to the moon and back," my "mommy"—has decreed a separation. It seems the mere echoes of affection, the simple greetings at dawn and dusk, were deemed too burdensome, too much.... Although for weeks, these fragile threads were all that remained, and now, even they are severed."  by: ' "mommys" good girl'

Future of:

I've gotten many notes asking what's happening, etc… IDK. I didn't know that “with all my heart” meant only until her life wasn't a perfect fucking rainbow.

TBH, I will end this whole (now wasted/pointless last 4+yr) thing on Memorial Day, unless something changes with my "on break" best friend and  ‘mommy’. 

(I guess a last pitiful 'hope/dream' that she will grow-up/step-up and realise "we" and life is not perfect but its pretty fucking beautiful and epic, and perhaps "we" are worth a small effort or at least not worth abandoning... again.) Then I guess I'll keep doing the same thing I've been doing for the last few months, "living" without my team, my heart, and my love. (Maybe start looking for a “real” mommy… maybe make myself forget the previous 4 years ever happened.) 🤷🏼‍♀️

I don't know about the site. I might write and publish a tell-all, leave it blank, start a game, or run a campaign—who knows? 

And as for my “mommy,” idk wtf she is thinking... I guess she isn't thinking, just letting her avoidant attachment syndrome take over her 'love/logic'.  

but for now, I’ll keep an eye on her from afar. 

-nameless, aka Seth